This kind of reaction is unusual, but not that rare. Flashbacks are real experiences in that you can get into almost the same headset as when you tripped. The chemical balance of the brain is something we still have much to learn about. Psychedelics upset this balance, by either causing more of certain chemicals to be released, or to prevent their accumulation. These are chemicals that are already in your brain. So you have the chemicals on hand all the time in your brain, whether you are tripping or not. So what can happen is something "reminds" your brain of what recently happened on your trip, and suddenly your brain starts doing the weird chemical thing it did when you are tripping. It's not too different from when you hear a favorite song and it brings back the memories associated with that song. You can actually relive the feelings you had when you heard that song before. That's a flashback.
So to fix your problem you need to do stop that song playing over and over. Sorta like that song you can't get out of your head. I know one way is to play another song, but then that one could become the next one for your mind to obsess over.
It seems to me you probably have a lot of things you still haven't worked out yet in your life. These things are nagging in your subconscious and seek release. This might inspire you to do more psychedelics to get to the bottom of it, but I implore you not to do anymore at all. For some people psychedelics are not good. People with underlying psychological problems find that psychedelics often exacerbate these problems. This may be the case with you. Anything from repressed memories to borderline psychosis can surface and cause far more problems. In addition, as I've mentioned before, some mushrooms contain quite a few toxins that can damage your body. So these factors combined can explain why some people don't have pleasant experience.
The best thing I can suggest for the moment is that you try to anaylze what is happening to you and why. Why are you having such strong reactions long after the trip? I know that when I had some heavier trips I had to go completely straight for a period until I could sucessfully integrate the experience into my psyche. Pot would just give me flashbacks or prevent me from dealing with the internal issues that were trying to bubble up. That is what you should focus on. What is going on inside your head...
Now another thing you can do is get your body back in shape. Heavy trips often deplete essential nutrients from your body. I always recommend megadoses of B and C vitamins, and improving your diet to restore your body's functioning to normal. Also exercise does wonders for getting your system back in equilibrium. Long walks or hikes in nature will work wonders for you. Do it! It worked for me.
I hope this helps!
May your path be clear.
-The Old Hippy
P.S. I don't knock mushroom tea because it's an easy way to control your dosage if you wait and sip a little at a time over the course of hours. If you drink several cups without waiting, then you'll probably be in for a surprise, like the one you had.
I just read your response to the person who had an unpleasant trip on
mushrooms, and is having anxiety-laden flashbacks of varying intensity from
using milder hallucinogens.
I went through a three-month long unrelenting anxiety flashback from taking
LSD beginning a week after I'd taken it for the third time, when LSD was
What finally saved me from the anxiety was talking on the phone for five
minutes with a Chicago psychiatrist who was familiar with the drug's effects
from giving it to terminal cancer patients and from taking it himself.
After asking me if I felt as though I might "go out and not come back" (lose
my mind), and getting a yes answer, he said, "The next time you start to
feel that way, just lie down, get real comfortable, and say, 'Fuck me'." I
felt anxiety free immediately and never was troubled by a flashback again,
despite my efforts to induce the flashback anxiety and despite my taking
several different psychedelics after that.
I later read the psychiatrist's (Eric Kast, M.D.) monograph, entitled
"Toward a Theory of Attenuation of Anxiety", in which he explained that
fighting the anxiety induced by LSD as the mind reorganizes and expands
itself under the drug's influence only serves to increase the anxiety in a
vicious circle of anxiety, resistance, greater anxiety, more resistance,
Please share my experience and Kast's monograph with the person who wrote to
you, so he can evaluate both for himself.
I'm keenly aware of what
this guy's going through.
Heya! I was reading John's story & it sounds just like what I'm goin' through. I was at a festival & mixed too much. I started out with whipit's, then acid, then mescalin, then I ate some rice krispy treats, then more acid (I ended up doin' 65 whipits although I didn't realize it til we counted the empty cartridges). After the second hit of acid, the music & lights stopped, so we laid down. I started melting. Into everything. Jim, the mattress, the earth, the universe. It was definitely the greatest trip. It was very spiritual until I realized I wasn't breathing. I eeked out to Jim that I wasn't breathing. He sat up & checked me(he's amed student), sure enough, intermitent shallow, slow respiration at best. (he says that I let the whipits breathe for me too long, not to mention the change in gas exchange) He picked me up to help me put some sweats on & as soon as he let go of me, I fell back. He said I looked like I was dead. All I remember was feeling like I was drowning, & every so often, Jim would call to me & I would look up & see him like he was looking down a well at me, & I would try to swim back to him. He carried me to the car & drove me up to the camphouse where he had a nurse look at me (She wasn't on duty, just my luck that she was there). She sat me down in a brightly lit room & between her & Jim kept me stimulated enough to stay awake through the night. When the sun came up, he drove me to his cousin's house where he sat up & watched me sleep. He says that every once in a while I would stop breathing for a sec, then gasp & then settle asleep again. I wheezed for several weeks, & physical exersion brought on quick bouts of exhaustion. Since then, all my trips on anything have been identical. No change whatsoever (that night was a year & a half ago). I have anxiety attacks randomly with fears of dying or not breathing. I am very aware of my breathing & sometimes I feel a physical manifestation like I get a warm wave come over me, tingling, dizziness, etc. I am still able to smoke weed, & I can occasionally have a very mild trip, but they're always the same, I don't enjoy it the way I used to because they're always the same & I'm always worried. I've sworn off whipits. I don't want to give up tripping, I've had some great ones, but I have taken a break, for how long I guess it depends. I guess pass this on to John if you could, to let him know he's not alone. His letter really struck me. I know exactly what he feels like. Thanks!